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Name: Joyce
Location: Maryland city, Maryland, United States
Birthday: 10/5/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Cross-Country baby, running love it, Drawing and writing (mostly poems and short stories, working on a novel with my best)
Expertise: Everyone says I'm a great drawer and Writer and my sister say that I'm a really great singer (but seeing as my family and my best are the only people that have heard me really sing I guess that doesn't really mean anything does it?)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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AIM: BJP10590


Member Since: 10/27/2005

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

Currently Listening
Mr. Brightside, Pt. 1
By The Killers
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wow my throat hurts like HELL!!!!!


Monday, January 16, 2006

Currently Reading
The Lake of Dead Languages (Ballantine Reader's Circle)
By Carol Goodman
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OMG IFEEL SO STUPID!!!

wow I can't believe this the only reason I haven't been posting any quizes for the past like months was cause I couldn't remember my password and my friend reminded me of what one of my old password was and omg I can't believe it I feel so stupid hahahaha


Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Currently Reading
The Scarlet Letter
By Nathaniel Hawthorne
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What kind of bf/gf are you?
created by Softballsweetie

Your Results:
romantic

You are the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend...you know just they way to be in a relationship! Don't change anything and good luck!

Your Hair Should Be Pink
Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.
You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.


Saturday, November 05, 2005

Currently Reading
The Scarlet Letter
By Nathaniel Hawthorne
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ok I've decided that this is now only going to be used for quizzes, icon new layouts whatever I feel like doing when I'm bored.  if you want to know my life go to www.myspace.com/joycebp
 
here's even more quizzes from quizzilla
 
meh, a look into ure future



You will be a starving artist....either a
musician, artist, poet, novelist...once you
break out of your shell, then you will
become noticed...and become one of them.
-You will have no kids
-You will get married at like your late twenties to thirties
-You will marry another artist...one kinda like Gerard Way or Marylin Manson
-You'll live in a friend or relatives basement
 
 
The Amazing Love Tester!
Test Results for Joyce
> SUPER HOT! <
WOAH Flame on baby!!
HOT!
WARM
MILD
COLD
THUMB

HERE
Enter your Name

Place your thumb on the Thumbpad and click

hey look guys I'm hot lol

 
WHAT DOES YOUR HANDWRITING SAY ABOUT YOU??? <-----------



Laid Back---Your handwriting seems to be more flowing and graceful. This means that you are pretty laid back and carefree most of the time. The fact that your handwriting can be so quickly written and sometimes messy is not a bad thing, because it means that you want to hurry and do what you are doing to get one with the better things in life. You are liked by most, and any enemies you may have are caused by jelousy towards you of people who envy your happy-go-lucky outlook on life.

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (Surprise!)



Sadness and depression is what lies behind your eyes... Or even so, you can't even tell what lies behind your eyes because they're constantly covered up with tears! You've been hurt, abused,
and damned far too much for you to handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too
scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up; just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to
understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont want to hear you! You want a normal and happy life. Though that picture is porcelain in your mind; it's not as great as it seems, and most importantly, it's not real! You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head; isolated though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; none of them see what's wrong with you. You want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! You often find isolated places as being your salvation; any place away from 'them' is ideal to you. You also love to express yourself in many ways; whether it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You think no one can relate
to you, but you don't know how wrong you are! You're just too scared; too scared to admit that maybe you're wrong about society... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Maybe it isn't as bad as you portray it to be! Life brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories... The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the laughter eventually dies down... But the memories... Those last forever! So try to make them memories you can cherish... You only live once, so make it the best as possible :) Don't start frowning! You never know who's falling in love with your smile :)

you guys have no idea how true this is
 
What Kind Of Boyfriend Will You Have? (Great Anime Pics!)



He'll be your knight in shining armor,
who is honorable and wise!
(not sure about the intelligence though...jk ^.^)
 
How will you die? (beautiful pics!)



You are going to be flat out murdered. Someone is going to get fed up with your innocent yet wild behavior and is sadly going to cut you into bits....ouchy...ok well that kinda scares me
 
 
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Results:
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water.
Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility.
You are a creative person. You can think of many
good ways to get your point across to people as you
have very good communication abilities. When
someone feels down or is hurt, you have the
remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you
have too little going on in your life, you may be
withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable,
stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe
you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive,
trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

What Is Your Ideal Dress? (P ics And Lots Of Results) prep

You are preppy.Your feminine with a little more creativity.Which results in a very nice dress.

 
Which Beautiful Vampiress are You?
(For Girls! - Gothic Anime Pics!)
HASH(0x8ea0530)

The Haunted One You are the haunted beauty whose life is marred by sadness. You are dreamy, delicate, gentle and melancholy. As tragically beautiful as any Shakespearean heroine, you possess a doe-eyed fragility that is strangely enchanting.

What's so scary about you: There is something rather unsettling about your fragile beauty. You are like a dream that no one can grasp.

Your gemstone: Moonstone

Your Moon: Ice Moon (January)

 
 
What's Your Inner Angel?



You're the Love Angel! You love everyone and care for many. You have a lot of friends and are very sweet and reliable.Power
Make anyone fall in love.AppearenceBaggy greenish shirt and baggy blue shorts. Loose greenish socks and wristbands. Blonde hair and blue eyes with small pink feathery wings. Elf ears.
 
What is your kiss? (Girls only)



You are the romantic kiss. Your kisses are passionate and spontanious, he takes you in his arms and ravages your mouth.
Lucky you!!
 
what type of girl are you?(girlz only )



you are a peppy barbie cheerleader/dancer
 
WHAT COLOR SHOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR?



Magic Opal.
Description is Pale Blonde
ok only 3 more maybe 4
 
who do you see when u look in the mirror



U see yourself when U look in the mirror!
you are who you are and proud of it...
 
 
What does your birth month
reveal about you? (read memo)


October,
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
 
wow that's actually me amazing...
 
What does your anime girl look like?



Your anime girl has red hair
and blue eyes.You are not that
picky with what you wear.
 
What do people see in your eyes?
 
Sadness

People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you are alone or feel like no one cares about you. Or it may be because something very awful has happened to you. Whatever the cause, you go through each day just waiting for night to come with sweet relief in the form of your dreams. But you may have even lost hope in your dreams. Chin up. Things should get better for you and there is always at least one person who cares about you. Have hope.

 

What's your dominant trait?

     Calm                             

Dominant Personality: Calm

Good Traits: You prefer to be exclusive, limiting yourself to only a few good friends that you've probably known for a long time. You don't date around either; you settle down with one guy, and you never get used to heartbreak.

Bad Traits: You're someone who doesn't want to be bothered with everyone else's problems. You'd rather kick back and enjoy life at a slow pace. You tend to fall behind and procrastinate from being too laid back.

People see you as: Shy, slow to catch on, and a daydreamer. People think you're in your own little world and are tenative to approach you. They think you're hiding something from everyone.

You're Most Like: Fear. You distance yourself from the people who aren't in your circle. The difference is that you aren't paranoid about this.

You Need More: Understanding. There are other people out there worth knowing. It's okay to broaden your variety.

ok well I think that's about it oh yeah did I forget to mention that our guys are going to states, unfortunatly we're not our best runner was injured during the race, not to mention another one of our good runners decided she didn't want to go to the meet at all so that brought us down, but personally I think I did extremely well I almost beat Keila but because of my stupid foot problem I had walk the last really steap hill which was like really close to the finish line ugh it sucked to cause three people passed me one in which was Keila I caught the other two (I am proud of that), still ugh I could've beat her. but oh well there's always next year.


Sunday, October 30, 2005

Currently Listening
Someone in Control
By Trapt
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 well my xanga was hacked twice so hopefully it doesn't happen again, but I wont be putting much on here I think I'll try myspace again but till then heres some quiz things from Quizilla

What Power is Compatible With You?


Your power is: The ability to fly


Explanation: This powers speaks pretty much for itself. Though you don't need wings for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people may consider it as telekinesis since they can also fly, but you can't make material things move like they can. This ability could be a relaxing activity when you want to get away from everyday troubles. Also it is good when sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound. When going over to the "dark side" the power could be used to harrass and break into building through windows etc.
You are quite similar to this power since you like to have your head in the clouds. Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a little too far you might be zooned out all the time, even when you are having a conversation. Your desires and/or goals tend to be unrealistic even if you know those would probably never happen. Travelling is something you would be interested in doing since seeing exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of escaping your plain life. You can also have some creative ability (writer, playing an instrumen etc) that interests you.
Negative aspects: The whole reason you may be escaping life could be fear of being let down by it. So if that would come to happen, and an important dream had been crushed you could get depressed.

 

Which of the rock songs that I like are you? (pics)



You are "Bring me to life" by Evanescence. Hopeless, depressed and soulless are your keywords. Yet you have a hope, someone who can see you for who you are. Keep searching, or start to.
 
ok well I took this one twice but I didn't realize it until I had already did them so well here are the results.
 
What Dark Word Represents You?



Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to someone. But they didn't accept you. Being rejected, whether it be from family, friends, love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful thing to go through. It is also likely that you have been betrayed several times before, which is why you keep away from everyone now. You learned the hard way to never trust people and your defence-mechanism is now to isolate yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will understand and like you, to have the thing you never had: love.
 
 

helpless

Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a breaking point. Life is just too painful nowadays and you don't want to live it more. You secretly wish someone would show their love for you and save you from your dark thoughts. You feel there is nothing you can do and may turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You are also often depressed and may have thoughts of death. Life didn't turn out the way you wanted it to.


What Evanescence song are you?



Your Evanescence song is: Everybody's Fool

There was a person you once knew so well and loved him/her for who he/she was (can be platonic love too). But then you figured out it was all a lie, the person only pretends and hides behind a mask of perfection. You are now angry that you fell for it all and are bitter towards her/him. You feel like you've been betrayed and probably won't forgive her/him anytime soon.


You don't know how you've betrayed me

and somehow you've got everybody fooled

wow if you know my life right you know how odd that sounds, seeing as it's all true.
 
you hurt me and I still care for you how much of an idiot can I be.
 
 

Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia.
Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.

 



Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||| 13%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||| 23%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%
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